I first played Ultimate Frisbee the summer I graduated from high school at church camp. I think one of the counselors, who was a college student, introduced the sport to us. We played a lot during that week, but I never really played Ultimate after that. It wasn’t until 2004 when I started playing again. I had recently moved back around my family and I needed more to be involved with. I was only working part time then and I really didn’t have a lot occupying my days. One evening I read about a local summer league and decided to register. After that summer I was hooked. I was not very good, but when I heard some people were looking for players to compete in that falls tournament series I decided to try out. That was six years ago now and seems far away. In the last couple of years it was hard just showing up to the weekly league game. Let alone being in enough shape to play in a tournament.
Now that I’m living in Germany I would like to start playing Ultimate again. I had a problem though. There did not seem to be a lot of teams around. Plus, I was my usual out of shape self when I arrived here. Getting back into shape had to be the first goal. I have never been someone who wanted to just exercise. When I’m in shape it is because I’m doing something physical. Hauling hay, walking around, playing Frisbee, working outside, etc. Fortunately living in Germany also means biking and walking a lot. And since April I have lost around 7 kg (15 lbs). I feel a lot better about myself and who I am because of it.
Last week I decided it was time to try playing again. I spent some time researching local teams and decided Hannover was my best opportunity. I contacted the team via their website, but I wasn’t expecting a quick response. To my surprise I had an email from the team trainer the next day letting me know when their weekly practices were and there just happened to be an all day practice coming up the following Saturday. I wasn’t sure I was ready for an all day practice, but I decided if I’m going to do this I might as well jump in feet first.
I was a bit apprehensive about what I had gotten myself into when I arrived at the fields. My thoughts had been flashing back to that summer league in 2004 when I showed up to that first game not knowing anyone. Not knowing what this would be like I kept thinking to myself. Would I remember how to play enough Ultimate? Could I still throw a disc? Was I physically ready for a all day practice?
To my relief everything went better than I could have expected. I am not at the level I was several years ago. My throws were not where I wanted them to be and my defense wasn’t exactly crisp. That was one of the reason I went though. To get back into the sport and get better. Even more importantly every one was very nice and understanding of my language limitations. During drills people would speak with me in English, letting me know what was going on and what to do next. Physically I wasn’t close to where I wanted to be. My legs tired quickly and before the day was over I could not even muster up a jog. Overall I don’t think I made myself look like to much of a fool. There were moments I wish hadn’t happened. Like cussing at myself after making a bad throw or being so out of shape I let my opponent score several times in a row. Hopefully at the next practice I can make a better showing of myself. Even if it is just my own standards I am trying to reach.





